journal forty.

maybe there is more of an allure in missing someone

than actually having them

when I miss you,

I can imagine the way you make me feel

I can fabricate the rhythm we will have

when we next meet again

in my mind, we groove and we

flow

the responses I think you’ll have to me

are the reactions I’d have to myself

so maybe that’s my fault—

thinking you’d react the same,

and suddenly, when we meet

face to face

that image of you is replaced

and I cannot describe these feelings that surface

in its place—sinking, somewhat

won’t you?

can you?

Published by Brittany Given

Raw and unadulterated — this is how I typically feel things. And when I feel these things I think I feel, I write. My little pieces of comprehension have taken the form of words jumbled together on your screen. A masterpiece? Probably not, but welcome to glimpses of this incredible life I get to experience. I do hope you’ll stick around.

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